Saturday, December 31, 2011

This Year: This City

A double dose of blog posts
On the final day of the year
I had a post about me
The highs and lows of my year
This post is about my city
The praises and complains about the place I live in

This year
This city
Road full of holes
Resulted from various projects
That involves digging the roads inside out
But without proper resurfacing
Gosh
Potholes everywhere
Damaging to my car
A torture to drive along those roads

This year
This city
Jam here and there
Roads kept changing to one-way streets
Yet the situation has not changed
If PJ had a Rothmans Roundabout famed for it's congestion
Then Meru Roundabout is this city's version of Rothmans Roundabout
Rothmans Roundabout has since became history
But Meru Roundabout's congestion is still a mystery

This year
This city
Criminal cases happened
Although the same goes to everywhere around this country
But sometimes it chills me to the spine
To hear one happening near me
Flip through the newspapers today
You will encounter a news that an old man was sentenced to death
For slashing his neighbour to death with a parang
Just because of a noisy gate
This case happened in this city
I was like what the hell?

But look on the bright side
This year
This city
A pasar malam got officially recognized as 'The Longest Pasar Malam In Malaysia'
By the Book of Records
A -.-" record by the way

This year
This city
Finally opened it's first Subway and Chatime
Finally following the footsteps of neighbouring cities

And last but not least
This year on the very last day
This city for the first time ever had new year countdown concert
Cool huh?

But all that doesn't covers the ugly side of this city mentioned above
It's down to the city council to do their jobs
And I just hope that
Next year
I don't have to drive into a pothole
And experience a loud 'earthquake' in my car
And curse like hell after that

This Year

Here we are again
The last day of the year
Here I am again
On my blog
Time to review my year
Oh so special yet so normal

This year
I appeared on TV for the first time ever
When the show I acted in last year
Goes on air in January
Appeared in a few episodes
And had quite some dialogues
Had some kind of sense of achievement
When I saw myself on TV

This year
Had a great Chinese New Year
Super duper 'ONG'
Made a small fortune out of...
Well you know it

This year
Being in a drama crew for the very first time
Where working hours are long and odd
Certainly the most tired period of the year
Ever since then
For every single movie or drama that I watch
I had a very different perspective from normal viewers
In certain scenes
I will think of how hard the backstage crew worked
To get that particular scene
Been there
Done that
And know what it's like

This year
I switched from Sony Ericsson K810
To Samsung Galaxy Ace
Smartphone used to seem something out of this world for me
But I got one in my hands
Took a while to figure it out and get used to it
But gosh...
Sometimes till now I still wonder what on earth are smartphones

This year
I got my Diploma cert
Studied 2 and a half years
To get that piece of paper
Stepped into KDU College
For perhaps the very last time
Oh wait...
It is now KDU University College

This year
I switched from a worker
Back to a student
Degree in Broadcasting this time
Once again going to a university without a single familiar face
I'm all alone
But not for long
Because

This year
I got a bunch of new buddies
Going places together
Doing assignments together
Helped me settled down pretty well in a new environment

This year
I found a special one
My other half
Should I say third time lucky?
But she's special
One of a kind
That caught my eye

This year
I went to Langkawi
One of my favourite local destinations
An island where mountain and sea sat close to each other
Escape from the busy city life
And dunk into the waters of the sea and trees of the jungle

This year
For the first time I really felt assignment stress
In the past
If you told me that one day I will drive all the way to Sekinchan just to take photos
I would probably give you that 'Yao Ming' face and say
F**k that s**t
But this time around
I would have to say I did that
Just for assignment purposes

This year
Is so special
Yet so normal
So complicated
Yet so simple

Saturday, December 10, 2011

The Sea and Me


I am not a beach boy
I ain't gonna act like I'm one
I don't have what it takes to be one as well

But I love the beach
More so the sea

I love putting my sight on the horizon line
Where sky and sea meets
It's like looking towards infinity
And beyond
That intense feeling of freedom
Is what makes me love the sea

Thursday, November 10, 2011

久违了

久违了

虽然谈不上是什么创作
不过我向来的部落格风格
或多或少都需要一些灵感的
因为我不是记载芝麻绿豆的生活点滴

久违
或许可以说是因为忙碌
不过
到底是因为忙得抽不出空写部落格
还是因为忙所以错过了许多有道理有意义的东西而没东西写

Short Sem
听起来似很轻松
因为很短
不过其实就是Long Sem的东西在Short Sem的时间内做完
所以相对来说
Short Sem绝对比较辛苦

从对时间表的不满
到一连串接二连三的功课
搞到人较乱,心较烦,脾气较暴躁

难得在赶功课时拍了一张没什么特别意思的照
也难得抽到时间写下这篇文章
才发现这照片挺符合这篇文章的意思的

当太阳太绚丽的照着我的时候
我却不大能够看到我自己

当人生太忙碌的时候
我们会错过很多东西

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Nocturnal

Like an owl
I'm nocturnal

Staying up late at night
Waking up late in the morning

But I like being nocturnal
It's the time when lots of thoughts comes to mind

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Journey To The Jewel

Escape from the city
Embark on a journey
Take me across the sea
And reach Pulau Langkawi

If Penang is my favourite holiday destination in Malaysia because of it's food
Then Langkawi is my second favourite because of it's completeness
Natural beauty
Man-made marvels
Green mountains
Blue sea
White sandy beaches (and even a black one)
It's almost the complete package
Minus the presence of special food
They don't call Langkawi the Jewel of Kedah for no reason

This is my second time there
First trip there with friends
Previous trip was with family 7 years ago

My footsteps all around the island
Recorded in pictures





Oriental Village and Cable Car
Designed like a big garden compound
With shops, cafes, ponds, bridges, as well as animal farms
And scenic mountains as the backdrop of the whole place
Mountains whose peak could be reached by a cable car from the village
But I don't like the idea of cable cars
Not even the ones in Genting Highlands
So I did not went up
Instead I look up the mountains from below
It's beautiful
Rate: 4 / 5



Seven Wells Waterfall (Air Terjun Telaga Tujuh)
On one side you have a waterfall
On the other side you have a great view of the faraway mountains and even the sea
The only downside of this place
Is that to reach here
You have to hike quite a distance of stairs
Which in turn are pretty steep and energy draining
But in return
You get what I wrote in the first 2 sentence
Rate: 4 / 5



Telaga Habour Park
A man made marina
The spot of many private yachts
Had lunch at the nearby Petronas' KFC
Perhaps the best KFC in Malaysia in terms of view
Rate: 3 / 5


Cenang Beach (Pantai Cenang)
The Batu Ferringhi of Langkawi
A beach full of tourist and beach activities
Perhaps not the most beautiful beach on the island
But certainly the most crowded
You could be in for a shopping spree at the shops by the road along the beach too
Rate: 4 / 5


Kilim Geoforest Park
A park which we did not enter
Because it involves a boat journey
In which we weren't prepare for
This is the jetty
On a river that leads out to the sea
Rate: Unknown


Air Hangat Hot Springs
Quite a big letdown
It seems like the place were closed down for maintenance
Or abandoned completely
The hot springs is small
And the water ain't hot
7 years ago when I went there
It was much better
And understandably the place was much more crowded then
Rate: 2 / 5



Tanjung Rhu Beach
To me
A beach is not just about sand and sea
It's also about the view
The trees
The faraway islands
And so
This is my favourite beach
The above pictures says it all
Mountains and seas
Look further from the beach
You could also see an island which is part of Thailand
Had Nasi Goreng Kampung as lunch in a wooden shed under the palm trees by the beach here
What a nice atmosphere
Rate: 5 / 5



Black Sand Beach
Legend has it all
But science still couldn't fully explain
If it wasn't for the black sand
This beach would just be like any other beach
Rate: 4 / 5





Temurun Waterfall (Air Terjun Temurun)
A fascinating 30 meter waterfall
The tallest waterfall in Langkawi
The amount of of waterflow is highest in September to October
We came at the right time
And this time around we don't have to hike till we sigh (refering to Seven Wells)
As it's just by the roadside
The water is freezing cold by my standards
I did not swim in the waterfall pool
But that didn't stop me from enjoying the splash of the waterfall
This is the best waterfall I've ever been to
And the 3rd picture here is the best picture I've ever taken
Rate: 5 / 5



Underwater World Langkawi
I know it
You know it
We all know it
A place where you find all those familiar and unfamiliar fishes and sea creatures
The penguinarium was a sight to behold
A place worth going for first timers
But not so much for second timers and so on
Rate: 4 / 5

There you go
Those are the places that mark my Langkawi trip
Isn't it ironic that the 2 places that got my highest rating
Is also relatively not as famous as other places on the list?
Maybe like what some said
The unknown is always better?

Anyway
Had a great trip
And even more so
Spend a great time with my dear ^^v

Monday, September 5, 2011

旧街场



说起旧街场
总是先想到
槟城
马六甲
怡保
甚至吉隆坡的茨厂街
这些地方的老店
对我来说很有味道
充满上一代甚至更早的马来西亚华人的味道

偏偏就是向往离自己远的东西
而不留意自己身边的东西
我在巴生长大
也常忘了其实巴生也是其中一个古早的华人聚集点

以上照片里的老店
坐车时不懂经过了多少次
不过就是没留意到
那天下车到街上其中一间相框店
才发觉到这排店
其实也很有那‘槟城马六甲’的味道

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Traffic Light

Traffic light

It could cause two cars originally back-to-back to be separated far apart
It could also make two cars originally far apart to be lined up back-to-back

Wrong place wrong time
You would end up losing a lot of ground to a person just ahead of you

Right place right time
You could catch up somebody who should be far ahead of you

When the red light shows
You missed your opportunity

When the green light shows
Everybody starts at the same starting point together again

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Underdog

Sometimes it's good to be the underdog
Rather than the favourite
Like that
Nobody expect you to win
So you got nothing to lose
And if you win
You would create even bigger news
Simply because you are an underdog

I want to be the underdog champion

Saturday, July 16, 2011

一周后

一周前的今天
首都被高度封锁
一场前所未有的集会正式展开

一周后的今天
黄衣革命还在延续
少的只是集会的人群
和警方的封锁

Bersih 2.0
我是支持的

老实说
政府对此事真的太看不开了

组织
是非政党性质

宗旨
就只是要个公平选举

可是我们的好政府
却说该组织被反对党利用
之后还把他们当作反对党来看待
最后甚至干脆把他们列为非法组织

该组织要求个公平选举
这目的也不过分啊
试想想
论全国票数加起来
投给执政党的和反对党的各有差不多一半
是很接近的
不过
看看国会议席
执政党接近三分二
反对党只有三分一
票数和议席根本不成正比
可见得我们选举委员会在分配议席方面是多么的’厉害‘

地区A
人口10000
一路来是反对党强区
所以给他们1个国会议席
反对党再怎么赢都只有1个议席

地区B
人口5000
一路来是执政党强区
所以把这5000人一分为二
形成2个国会议席各2500人
这样执政党就可以赢得2个议席

公平吗?

不赞成街头示威
可以理解
Bersih组织答应移至体育场举行
不过最后还是没拿到准证

Bersih之所以一早就宣布集会
就是希望政府一人让一步
希望政府给他们一个平台
给他们一个适合的场所进行和平及安全的集会
也让警方可以维持秩序

不过政府就是看不开
知道他们要集会后
就拼命压制
不给他们一丝生存空间

政府啊
你们有没有想过
Bersih大可以秘密筹备集会
不做任何宣布
直到那一天他们的成员集体突然涌现在吉隆坡街头
进行示威
把你们吓个措手不及呢?

一周后
网上还流传着当天一些丑陋的画面
这些我全不谈
心知肚明

一周后
我怎么想都还是想不通
为什么政府怎么想也想不开呢?

Monday, July 11, 2011

Rediscover

Sometimes
It's not just about exploring
It's also about rediscovering

Things that were locked deep down within ourselves
Feelings that were long lost
Stuffs that were long forgotten

When you rediscover them
It could turn out to be better than how it was once were
It could turn out to be better than exploring new things

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Have a Break, Have a Pepsi Ad

Degree life is pushing my temperature up to 40 degrees
Assignments after assignments
Datelines after datelines
Barely had time to breath
Let alone updating my blog

But here I am
And here I stand
Having a break
Surfing the net
Listening to songs
Watching epic videos

As the saying goes
You rest because you wanna go further
So no harm taking a break

Recalled this advertisement sometime during the day
Saw it few years back on Youtube
It was epic

A boy walked towards a vending machine
Bought 2 Coca-Colas
Used them as a stepping stone to reach the Pepsi button situated higher up

At first I though it must be a Coca-Cola ad
Turns out to be a Pepsi ad

But the irony is
The boy bought 2 Cokes
While he only bought 1 Pepsi
Who's da winner?

And I doubt one could find a vending machine that sells both Pepsi and Coke

Enjoy the ad
Have a break
Have a laugh
:)

Friday, June 24, 2011

Optrutpnoiy

Take a good look at the blog title above
What do you see?

I see 'opportunity'

Often in life
Opportunity doesn't present itself
But it's there
You have to look for it
With some tweaks and turns
Opportunity could come out of nowhere

*This post is written on 4.10pm, Friday, 24th june 2011, from the computer lab of UTAR while waiting for my next class.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Sikit-Sikit, Lama-Lama Jadi Bukit

If we sleep an average of 8 hours everyday
That means we spent 1/3 of a day sleeping
Not too much huh?

Look here
That means if somebody live for 60 years
That person would have slept for a total 20 years!

Sikit-sikit, lama-lama jadi bukit
This phrase doesn't get any bigger than this

Friday, June 17, 2011

普通 | 不普通

昨天晚上
特地大老远从巴生去到八打灵Seapark吃Nasi Lemak

当初听朋友说那里的Nasi Lemak好吃
觉得蛮好笑的
为什么那么多食物
偏偏就是最普通的Nasi Lemak好吃呢?
Nasi Lemak不是哪里都大同小异的咩?

其实
我在这里也可以挖出道理

我们常常在生活上兜兜转转
死都要找出自己特别之处
就像要开店做生意的
一定都在想要创造什么新奇的东西
吸引顾客
有时想想
与其绞尽脑汁创造特别的东西
不如在别人往往会忽略掉的普通东西
花点心思搞好它

就在大家都在努力推出一些奇奇怪怪的食物吸引顾客时
这家不起眼的后巷小摊子把最原始最普通的Nasi Lemak
搞到每一座每个人都只吃Nasi Lemak不吃别的
这的确有值得商讨的过人之处

能把最普通的东西搞成最不普通的人
才是最特别

当然我不忘给那里的Nasi Lemak评语:
好吃

Monday, June 13, 2011

哪里跌倒,就哪里爬起来


记得这位倒数天王吗?
轰动了一时
冷却了下来
不过从中得到的领悟
不可遗忘
现在世丰(Alviss)的事件被拍成短片记录下来
制作人正是他的父亲
希望籍此短片警惕时下冲动的年轻人

谁不曾跌倒过?
我曾在球场上跌倒
我曾在情场上跌倒
我曾在学业上跌倒
我曾在事业上跌倒
但至少最后我还是实现了一个从小就有了的愿望
拍一出戏

有时跌得遍体鳞伤
不过还是爬得起来
因为我不是从十四楼跌下去

在哪里跌倒
可以在那里爬起来
可是如果从十四楼跌下去
就爬不起来了
做事不要乱来
否则不只后果自负
而且还连累他人

当然
也很敬佩Uncle William (江爸爸) 的用心
不只亲自制作这短片
还亲自献出他最真实感人的一面

Friday, June 10, 2011

The Journey Home

I am a journeyman
I am always on the road
I am always stuck in a jam
I've seen drivers with long faces during the jam
And I've seen drivers foul mouthed other drivers during the jam
I've also seen drivers honk impatiently during the jam
Come on
If the car in front couldn't move
Sounding the honk doesn't make it move okay?
Everybody is same like everybody
Stuck

Since traffic jams are inevitable
No point complaining and whining
I'm just gonna make it as enjoyable as it could possibly be
I'm not saying that I like traffic jams
Or I hate traffic jams
I'm just feeling numb about it

There are always things we could do to make bad situations not that bad
While I'm in a jam
You wouldn't want to get into my car for two reasons
Number one
The volume of the radio will be kinda loud
Number two
I will be singing out loud to the radio
Well you know my singing
But no one's gonna judge when I'm alone in my car
For me
It's like having my own little concert every time I'm on my journey

Today
I did more along my journey home
I self-took pictures of myself
Now I'll let those pictures tell the story


Just "Touch-n-Go'-ed from Damasara toll
Cars all around me




The station that plays the songs of my 'concert'
More like the songs I sing are based on what they play
Nevermind




I was going at 80km/h when I self-took this
Indeed I'm a little crazy




Took this while waiting for the traffic light to turn green
Always looking for the perfect angle


The final obstacle in my journey back home
The final traffic light



Today
I started my journey home at 6pm sharp
I reached home at 7:15pm
That's 75 minutes for a supposedly 35 minute journey
But then
That wasn't really that bad after all

Like I said
Things ain't that bad if you didn't make it feel that bad

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

I Want To Buy Colgate!

Have you noticed
People say: I want to buy Colgate.
And they went to the store and took a Darlie or a Fresh&White?
This is because when they say Colgate
They are actually referring to toothpaste
To them toothpaste is Colgate

Another example
How often do we hear people say
I want to buy instant noodles
Bet even we ourselves would feel weird if we say that
We would simply say
I want to buy Maggi
Although we might actually want to buy Cintan or Mamee

These are examples of the name of the brand overwhelms the product
Till the point that the brand seemingly becomes a product

This is the power of advertising

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Transform

The third installment of Transformers will be out soon
This time without Megan Fox
Like previous two episodes
This episode also uses a Linkin Park song as the theme song
Transformers (2007) - What I've Done
Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen (2009) - New Divide
Now we have
Transformers: Dark of the Moon (2011)
And the theme song - Iridescent

Iridescence actually means
The changing of colour of the surface of certain things when you look at it from different angles
Like soap bubbles
The inner surface of seashells
And peacock tails
The colour of these things seem to change
So does Linkin Park over the years

I've followed Linkin Park and their songs since they started
Back then
Their songs follow a certain format
Mike raps
Then Chester sings
Mike raps again
Then Chester sings again
Then Chester shouts
And finally Chester sings again

They were alternative back then
Alternative means appealing to only a special group of fans
While others would not like their songs
These days lots of people say that they went mainstream
Their songs became just like any pop songs you listen on the radio

Chester doesn't shout that often anymore
Made it easier on the ears
And that one thing that distinguished Linkin Park from other bands in the past
Was the use of two lead vocalists
Where one raps and one sings
This specialty was blurred these days
At times Mike's rap disappeared totally
In songs like 'Breaking The Habit', 'What I've Done', 'Shadow of the Day'
At times Mike is singing
Like in 'Iridescent'
At times Mike even sounded like Sean Kingston
Like in 'Waiting for the End'
And at times Mike actually even sounded like Chester
Which was unimaginable back then when they sound totally different
Like in the song 'The Catalyst'
Yes I do feel that they transformed in their recent songs
But that doesn't mean that they went mainstream
Despite the fact that their old songs could not be sang by other bands
Because it involves too much shouting that only Chester could handle
While their new songs sounded like everybody could sing it
Their lyrics remain one of a kind
They write their own songs which has meanings unique only to them

Linkin Park is iridescent
They changes and transforms
We should be iridescent too
We should also change and transform according to times


Lyrics:

When you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

And in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in their arms


Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

let it go
let it go
let it go
let it go

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

抉择

时隔九个月
又回到求学生涯
这回为的是一张degree cert了
过去那九个月
做幕后时
被吩咐做这个任务那个任务
感觉自己长大成人了
有工作要负责了
做台前时
更不得了
拍戏流汗还有人帮我抹汗
感觉自己像个明星了
前天上课时
Lecturer讲解我们需要做的assignments
咦?
突然惊觉自己变回学生了
老实说挺不习惯的
不过不管工作还是读书
做好本份就是了

PJ的UTAR
又是个新地方了
对于每个新地方
住在巴生又每天来回的我
其中一个最先需要探索的是
使用的路线
巴生谷的交通很发达
从一个地方到另一个地方
总是有很多种路线
不过巴生谷的交通也很不发达
不管我走哪一个路线
上下班时间总是要塞上一轮
分别在于塞车的程度罢了

我还在探索
从我家到UTAR
在不同的时间需要用哪一个路线
才比较划算
一个路线
路程是最短的
不过也是最塞车的
另一条路线
路程长很多
不过不会过份塞车
每天出门时都要烦
这个时候该走哪一个路线呢?
应该搏路程短的没那么塞车?
还是选路程长但较顺畅的?
如果选了路程长的却发现一样的塞
倒不如选路程较短的来给它塞?
好难做选择哦

不过
这只是我们日常生活上需做的其中一样小小的抉择
有时候需稳扎稳打
有时候需放手一搏

Monday, May 30, 2011

Good Things Have To Wait

Restaurant Boston Baru
One of the most famous restaurants in Klang
Serve great 'lalas'
Spent 2 hours waiting
Spent 20 minutes eating

Shows how good their business is
Everyone knows they had to wait long
Yet everyone go there and wait
As if 'waiting' is a compulsory dish there
And is always served first

So
While waiting
I could only think
Good things have to wait
Just like a bottle of wine
The longer it was being kept the better the taste becomes

It's a form of self-comforting
But not completely without an element of truth

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Football Kaleidoscope

Football is not just football
It's like a kaleidoscope
It's colourful

I've played football on muddy fields
I've played football on grassy fields
I've played football on the artificial beaches of Sunway Lagoon
I've played football on artificial turfs
I've played football on rubberized courts
I've played football on cement
I've played football in a house compound
I've played football on basketball courts
I've played football on the streets

I've played football before the sun rises
I've played football under mid-day hot sun
I've played football at sunset
I've played football under the moonlight
I've played football on rainy days
I've played football on sunny days

I've played football with studded boots
I've played football with rubber-sole boots
I've played football with my running shoes
I've played football with my school shoes
I've played football with my flip-flops
I've played football barefoot

I've played football with a football as hard as a rock
I've played football with a football as light as a balloon
I've played football with a football as bouncy as a basketball
I've even played football without a football
Because I've played 'football' with a plastic bottle
Because I've played 'football' with a bottle cap
Because I've played 'football' with waste paper rolled into a ball

I've played football with my buddies
I've played football with my friends
I've played football with my relatives
I've played football with strangers
I've played football with foreigners
I've played football with people 5 years younger
I've played football with people 10 years older

I've played crowded 15-vs-15 football
I've played solo 1-on-1 football

I've watched football from the comfort of my home
I've watched football at friend's place
I've watched football at mamak stalls
I've watched football at warungs
I've watched football at chinese kopitiams
I've watched football at fast food outlets
I've watched football at western food restaurants

I've watched football drinking plain water
I've watched football drinking chinese tea
I've watched football drinking mamak teh tarik
I've watched football drinking coca-cola
I've watched football drinking starbucks coffee
I've watched football drinking beer

Football could make people engage in meaningful discussions
Football could make people engage in pointless debates
Football could make people engage in heated arguments

Football could make someone throw his fists up in the air in celebration
Football could make someone throw his fists on the table in frustration
Football could make someone wanna throw his fists on somebody else's face in anger

Football could make people put their differences aside while supporting the same team
Football could make people temporarily put friendships aside while supporting opposite teams

Football
Is so not a stupid game featuring 22 lame people chasing down a damn round ball

Football
Is quite a beautiful game
If you think it is

Thursday, May 26, 2011

当自己不是自己生活里的主角的时候

常有人说
人生就像一场戏嘛
而自己
就是故事里主角

可是
你是否曾有觉得自己不是生活里的主角的时候?

曾经一段时间
我脑海里全是她
这个她有一个不是我的他
那时思想和生活作息都被她牵引
心想的是
‘不知她最近好吗‘
’她和他现在怎样了‘
’是天衣无缝还是有机可乘’
常常想要怎样证明些什么给她看
想着想着
变到他和她成了生活里的男女主角
而自己成了配角
自己的故事全围绕在他们的故事发展
其实
当自己不是自己生活里的主角的感觉
是蛮可悲的

不过还好随着情节的发展
他们在我生活的戏份越来越少
而自己抢回了男主角的位置
而她
也不再是女主角了

其实做自己生活里的主角
换句话说
就是为自己而活
这是好也是坏
好的是说不再为不该烦恼的事烦恼
坏的是说变成有点自私
但是有时候
世界是实际的
还是要先对自己好
再对别人好
才不会吃亏

对别人好,但不是被牵引
还蛮难拿捏的
当自己的生活作息被人牵引的时候
自己会变成配角
可是不自私自利的对别人好
自己就不会变成配角
反而还变成好人主角

所以不管是在感情,事业,或人际关系上
还是要把自己当成是主角
不要让他人牵引自己的生活

Monday, May 23, 2011

You Are Only As Good As Today

You are only as good as today

That's a harsh reality
In this cruel world
But when the world is like that
You can't say it's cruel anymore because it's the norm
(Just like we have two eyes, a nose and a mouth
If you suddenly saw someone with an eye, two noses and three mouths
You would say it's weird
But if everyone is like that
Nobody would say it's weird)

You are only as good as today
Past achievements doesn't count
People (or bosses) would only see your most recent stuffs
If it's not good
Then no matter how good you once were
You are not good

The sacking of Chelsea manager Carlo Ancelotti is the best example
He won two trophies in his first season last year
He failed to win any trophies this year
And he got axed
Because he is only as good as today

Of course this doesn't only apply to sports and work
For example if you are a good driver who obey all driving rules all these while
Today you got a summon for speeding
Then people will say you are a bad driver

All these because

You are only as good as today

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Smile :)

It's May 22nd 2011
I thought this date shouldn't even exist?
As some people said yesterday was the end of the world?
-.-"

Come on
Why all the hassle?
Why worry about something which we all know wouldn't happen?
-.-"

Well nothing happened
So just smile
And enjoy the song titled 'Smile'
New song by Avril Lavigne
My girlfriend since 2003
-.-"

When she started
Her theme colour was black
Signalling punk rock
Then 2 albums later
She has pink all over her
Signalling girl power
Now
Her theme colour is...
Green?
-.-"

The verse sound like a typical old Avril Lavigne song
The punk rock feel which has become lesser in attendance in her songs these days
Meanwhile the chorus I would say it's brilliant
In fact I think it's one of the catchiest chorus of all her songs
Made it into my top 5 all-time favourite Avril songs
Alongside 'My Happy Ending', 'Complicated', 'I'm With You', and 'Innocence'
-.-"

Speaking about smile
I often encounter buddies asking me
笑什么笑啦?
I reply
我不是在笑,我是在微笑,做人要时常保持微笑
I know this is lame
-.-"

But seriously
We should all smile more
After all we all wanna look good right?
Perfect situation or worst case scenario
You could still choose to see it as half-glass full or half-glass empty
Even in the tiniest thing in life
For example
It's the day after the rumoured doomsday
And I'm here writing this
And you're here reading this
It could have been a lot worse isn't it?
So
Just smile
:)

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Hearts Over Brains?

Changed my playlist to include the song
Listen To Your Heart
An old song
But nevertheless it's nice

In life
Often we encounter hearts vs brains moments
When we are in a situation
Our first instinct always come from our hearts
Before our brain acts to counter our instincts

Sometimes after we acted according to our hearts
We regret for not using our brains
Sometimes after we acted according to our brains
We regret that we think too much and didn't act according to our hearts

In certain things it's better to use our hearts
In certain things it's better to use our brains
But when a situation comes
It's to hard to determine which is which

Somehow we have to make a decision
And I guess
Right or wrong comes second
Just don't regret your decision
After all it takes courage to do so
And that itself is much better than hesitance

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

回到剧组一日游

前天
也就是刚刚过去的这个星期日
我回到了之前忙到不亦乐乎的剧组

那次在剧组的点滴收录>>>在此<<<

这次回到剧组
是因为上回用了我的车做戏里某个角色的车
而这回为了‘连戏’要拍到该角色的车
所以我得回去‘贡献’我的车了

行外人可能不清楚什么是连戏
其实连戏大概是指不同时候拍摄的戏
用的东西还是需要有连贯
比如说某一幕拍到小强从家里开一辆Myvi要到餐厅吃饭
之后就要拍小强到达餐厅
一定也要是开着Myvi到达餐厅对不对?
可是这两幕可能是隔了好几个礼拜拍的哦
要连戏就是这个意思啦

这次回到剧组
是隔了几个礼拜的时间
其实工作人员也换了一大半
还在的就‘Long time no see'
新加入未见过的就‘Nice to meet you'
与之前不同的是
由于不是工作人员
所以心情还是比较轻松的
不过大半天闲着没事干
竟然当起了半个工作人员
帮忙搬了一些东西
工作时这些是责任及工作的一部分
现在不是工作了
这些变成是自愿帮帮忙旧同事
Feel是不一样的哦
哈哈

毕竟合作过两个星期
当做是探班聚一聚也蛮不错的

当天除了我的车子成为了‘演员’之外
我也捞到了一个小角色来客串一下
讲了两句话
而且是大声骂人的话
之后就消失

好久没有那摄影机镜头对着自己的感觉了
还是会紧张

就两句话
所以我当然会珍惜
讲得淋漓尽致啦
由于是骂人的话
所以有几大声就骂几大声
表情有几凶就几凶
结果好像吓到了几位前同事
他们应该是没想到我能够扮得那么凶吧

最欣慰的是
在戏中被我骂的演员
之后对我说了
‘哇Jentzon, 不错啊’

想不到我参与幕后工作的第一部连续剧
不只让我看到和学到新东西
还造就了我继《追影。筑梦》后第二次在连续剧的出现哦