Sunday, April 29, 2012

3.0

今早
参与Bersih 3.0集会的人
在不同的地点集合后
浩浩荡荡地出发
往原定的集会地点Dataran Merdeka 走去

到了Dataran Merdeka
集会者在警方的维护下
纷纷踏上了那块大草场并坐下
大家都很合作
没有一点混乱
警方也在一旁驻守着并维护秩序

下午两点到四点
整个Dataran Merdeka一片黄海
不过却显得异常寂静
都说了这是一场静坐和平抗议活动
参与者都非常合作
只是偶尔听到一些拉着布条的人高喊口号

净选盟主席Dato' Ambiga
在静坐集会接近尾声时
发表一段演说
称非常满意今天的出席人数
和大家安分守己的合作
并感谢警方的协助
和称赞政府的开明
让今天的活动能够顺利进行
而且还达到要传达民声给政府的宗旨
他们会提交一份正式的proposal给政府
然后宣布解散集会

参与者陆陆续续离开
纷纷都带着愉快的气氛回家
因为他们的心声传达出去了
而政府也看到了人民的心声
所以今天这个完美的集会圆满结束










哈哈
当然
这只是原本应该发生的理想情况
完美的集会?
开玩笑咩?
梦里才会有吧

以上的情况
原本应该是今天的情况的
不过
有些人就是不愿让它发生
派人严谨地驻守着集会地点
将那里重重包围
就算他们早已懂如果他们硬
民众也会硬
但他们也在所不惜
那些人态度之坚硬
让其他人不硬起来也不行
之后搞到硬碰硬
你硬
我就比你更硬

慢着
当民众比他们更硬时
这时他们就可采取‘可怜计’
并反过来sut民众
说民众硬闯
而为了维护秩序
他们不得不还击


试想想
这些不是他们自找来的吗?

不过不过
我是中立的
我不会不提还有一班导致这场集会脱轨的人

这班人
在集会正式宣布解散后
还硬闯Dataran Merdeka
破坏警方的障碍物

这些人
我觉得很多是连今天的集会宗旨是什么都不清楚的流氓
搞不好他们连Bersih是什么都不懂
看起来他们只是趁这个集会光明正大的发泄和搞破坏
他们其实很想做这些东西很久了的
只是没机会

我坚信
那些真正了解Bersih的宗旨的‘忠诚者’
都知道今天的是静坐集会
安安静静坐下来的和平集会
他们都想要和平
他们都知道混乱会更损他们的形象

我坚信
这些人都会遵守他们主席的意愿
在宣布解散后解散

不过
做不到
达不到

本来今天应该发生的理想情况
在各种不一样的因素和不一样立场的人的影响下
变得不可能的事

Friday, April 27, 2012

Freestyler

I'm a person with a very unique thinking
I interpret things my own way
Yeah yeah yeah
Of course everybody will also say every individual in this world is unique
And that themselves are unique as well
But no
I am very different from others
I call myself Freestyler

I have my own very unique way of doing things
I see things very differently
I may be right
I may also be wrong
People either hate me
Or people either enjoy my uniqueness
But one thing is for sure
If you are tired of the world's usual style
And people's usual way of interpreting things
Come and ask my view
I will make you think out of the box
And jump into a whole new world
And be fascinated that things could actually be viewed this way
My way

I might be a bad influence
But what makes what I do a bad influence
Is because people are so used to doing things in a certain way
That it is viewed as a norm
As the 'right way' of doing things
So when a style so different comes in
It is viewed as 'wrong'

I'm a freestyler
I want to have things my way
It doesn't always happen to be so
But I would bend the rule

Conversion rate
Something I feel very close to me
Because my brain always acts as a converter
Converting to get an answer whether it is worth it or not
Some might say I'm lazy
But to me I'm just doing things the most economic way

For example
If 1 hour of effort gives me 60% of end result
2 times the effort should give me 2 times the results
So 2 hours should give me 120% of end result
But logically there's no 120% in things
100% is already the maximum for everything
If you could go better
Means you haven't achieved 100% yet
Therefore
Simple maths my dear people
1 hour of effort = 60% of end result
2 hours of effort = 100% of end result
2 times the efffort couldn't give me 2 times the result
So
To me it's not worth it
I would just work for an hour to get that 60%
And spend the other hour doing things that I like
I'm not a perfectionist
But more of an economicalist


To this point you might be thinking that I'm talking about exams
But bear in mind the conversion rate can be applied to buying things and lots of other stuffs in life
So I'm not

Of course
I don't expect anyone to agree
But remember
This is my way of interpreting things

This is so freestyle
This is so me

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Plan B

We always need a plan B
As plan A doesn't work all the time
So never ever get so confident with your usual plan A
Till the point where you forget to prepare for a plan B

Friday, March 30, 2012

镜子里的自己


是否想过
自己印象中的自己
和别人印象中的自己
是不一样的
何解?
大家如要看见自己
该怎么做?
十有八九会回答:照镜子啦!
所以大家所熟悉的自己
其实是镜子里的自己
而镜子里的自己
其实和别人眼中熟悉的自己是不一样的

人的左右脸有别
连刘海的方向都足以造成一个人看起来不一样
镜子里的自己是反射
举例
如果每天照镜子看到自己头发梳向左边
别人眼里看到的自己
其实头发是梳向右边的
不说你不知的不一样
终究还是不一样

自己对自己印象
始终和自己给大家的印象不一样

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

2月29号

2月29号
最近忙得不可开销
不过
四年一次的日子
还是要
留下一点痕迹

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Home

It's Chinese New Year eve
All about reunion

I don't have a hometown to return to during Chinese New Year
My everyday home is my hometown
Everyday I'm in my hometown

The place I grew up
Is the place I currently live everyday
Is also the place where basically all my relatives live
Both parent's side of relatives

There are people who study or work at a different place
Who go back to their home only on weekends
And they have a separate hometown to return to during Chinese New Year

I'm home everyday after studying
I'm home on weekends
And I don't have a hometown to return to during Chinese New Year

Perhaps it's a good thing that I am near to my parents and relatives everyday
But sometimes I wonder
Wouldn't it feel nice to have a 'kampung' to 'balik'?

Thursday, January 19, 2012

50 : 50

Did you realize that sometimes
It is clearly a 50 : 50 situation
But you always tend to get the wrong side of it?

To let you understand better
Take for example
A pendrive
Whenever you insert it into a USB port without looking at it
It is obviously a 50 : 50 chance isn't it?
It has 2 faces
50% of a chance that it would go in
50% of a chance that it would not
But
It seems like most of the time
You got it wrong during your first try isn't it?

Put it to a larger scale
I see that happening to me in real life as well
50% of a chance that it would go my way
50% of a chance that it would not go my way
But I usually end up not getting it my way

A person say: Let's go watch Movie A
I say: Let's go watch Movie B
50 : 50 chance isn't it?
But usually I end up watching Movie A

Is it because I'm better at compromising?
Is it because I'm easily convinced?
Is it because I'm always overlooked?
Or is it simply because I don't have a better face than other people?

It got me thinking...

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

I Dream...

I dream
That I'm the drummer of a rock band
Hitting the drums as hard as I could
In a huge concert in front of thousands

I dream
That I'm a superstar actor
Landing in an airport
Where thousands are calling my name when I emerge from the arrival gate

I dream
That I'm a professional footballer
Roaming up and down the pitch
And score goals like nobody's business

I dream
That I'm an astronaut
Be the first person to land on Mars
Or is it?

I dream
That I'm a backpacker
Around the world in 80 days
Alone

I dream
That I'm an European
Living in cities like Milan, Madrid, Paris, London, or Vienna
Or at least a place where it snows

I dream
That I'm powerful
Do whatever I want
According to my wish

I dream
That I'm an evil killer
With no feelings of remorse
So that I can kill whoever that I hate without guilt

I dream
That I'm a hero without superpowers
Someone who just manages to survive the greatest disasters
So that I have a great story to tell

I dream
That I could go back in time
And live in the age
When choosing which colour to colour my colouring book is my biggest dilemma

I dream
That I can jump straight to the future
And skip all hardships in the process
To be the person I wanna be

Well
Dream on