3.0

今早

参与Bersih 3.0集会的人

在不同的地点集合后

浩浩荡荡地出发

往原定的集会地点Dataran Merdeka 走去

到了Dataran Merdeka

集会者在警方的维护下

纷纷踏上了那块大草场并坐下

大家都很合作

没有一点混乱

警方也在一旁驻守着并维护秩序

下午两点到四点

整个Dataran Merdeka一片黄海

不过却显得异常寂静

都说了这是一场静坐和平抗议活动

参与者都非常合作

只是偶尔听到一些拉着布条的人高喊口号

净选盟主席Dato' Ambiga

在静坐集会接近尾声时

发表一段演说

称非常满意今天的出席人数

和大家安分守己的合作

并感谢警方的协助

和称赞政府的开明

让今天的活动能够顺利进行

而且还达到要传达民声给政府的宗旨

他们会提交一份正式的proposal给政府

然后宣布解散集会

参与者陆陆续续离开

纷纷都带着愉快的气氛回家

因为他们的心声传达出去了

而政府也看到了人民的心声

所以今天这个完美的集会圆满结束

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哈哈

当然

这只是原本应该发生的理想情况

完美的集会？

开玩笑咩？

梦里才会有吧

以上的情况

原本应该是今天的情况的

不过

有些人就是不愿让它发生

派人严谨地驻守着集会地点

将那里重重包围

就算他们早已懂如果他们硬

民众也会硬

但他们也在所不惜

那些人态度之坚硬

让其他人不硬起来也不行

之后搞到硬碰硬

你硬

我就比你更硬

慢着

当民众比他们更硬时

这时他们就可采取‘可怜计’

并反过来sut民众

说民众硬闯

而为了维护秩序

他们不得不还击


试想想
这些不是他们自找来的吗？

不过不过

我是中立的

我不会不提还有一班导致这场集会脱轨的人

这班人

在集会正式宣布解散后

还硬闯Dataran Merdeka

破坏警方的障碍物

这些人

我觉得很多是连今天的集会宗旨是什么都不清楚的流氓

搞不好他们连Bersih是什么都不懂

看起来他们只是趁这个集会光明正大的发泄和搞破坏

他们其实很想做这些东西很久了的

只是没机会

我坚信

那些真正了解Bersih的宗旨的‘忠诚者’

都知道今天的是静坐集会

安安静静坐下来的和平集会

他们都想要和平

他们都知道混乱会更损他们的形象

我坚信

这些人都会遵守他们主席的意愿

在宣布解散后解散

不过

做不到

达不到

本来今天应该发生的理想情况

在各种不一样的因素和不一样立场的人的影响下

变得不可能的事

Freestyler

I'm a person with a very unique thinking

I interpret things my own way

Yeah yeah yeah

Of course everybody will also say every individual in this world is unique

And that themselves are unique as well
But no

I am very different from others

I call myself Freestyler

I have my own very unique way of doing things

I see things very differently

I may be right

I may also be wrong

People either hate me

Or people either enjoy my uniqueness

But one thing is for sure

If you are tired of the world's usual style

And people's usual way of interpreting things

Come and ask my view

I will make you think out of the box

And jump into a whole new world

And be fascinated that things could actually be viewed this way

My way

I might be a bad influence

But what makes what I do a bad influence

Is because people are so used to doing things in a certain way

That it is viewed as a norm

As the 'right way' of doing things

So when a style so different comes in

It is viewed as 'wrong'

I'm a freestyler

I want to have things my way

It doesn't always happen to be so

But I would bend the rule

Conversion rate

Something I feel very close to me

Because my brain always acts as a converter

Converting to get an answer whether it is worth it or not

Some might say I'm lazy

But to me I'm just doing things the most economic way

For example

If 1 hour of effort gives me 60% of end result

2 times the effort should give me 2 times the results

So 2 hours should give me 120% of end result

But logically there's no 120% in things

100% is already the maximum for everything

If you could go better

Means you haven't achieved 100% yet

Therefore

Simple maths my dear people

1 hour of effort = 60% of end result

2 hours of effort = 100% of end result

2 times the efffort couldn't give me 2 times the result

So

To me it's not worth it

I would just work for an hour to get that 60%

And spend the other hour doing things that I like
I'm not a perfectionist
But more of an economicalist


To this point you might be thinking that I'm talking about exams
But bear in mind the conversion rate can be applied to buying things and lots of other stuffs in life
So I'm not

Of course

I don't expect anyone to agree

But remember

This is my way of interpreting things

This is so freestyle

This is so me

Plan B

We always need a plan B
As plan A doesn't work all the time
So never ever get so confident with your usual plan A
Till the point where you forget to prepare for a plan B

镜子里的自己

是否想过

自己印象中的自己

和别人印象中的自己

是不一样的

何解？

大家如要看见自己

该怎么做？

十有八九会回答：照镜子啦！

所以大家所熟悉的自己

其实是镜子里的自己

而镜子里的自己

其实和别人眼中熟悉的自己是不一样的

人的左右脸有别

连刘海的方向都足以造成一个人看起来不一样

镜子里的自己是反射

举例

如果每天照镜子看到自己头发梳向左边

别人眼里看到的自己

其实头发是梳向右边的

不说你不知的不一样

终究还是不一样

自己对自己印象

始终和自己给大家的印象不一样

2月29号

2月29号

最近忙得不可开销

不过

四年一次的日子

还是要

留下一点痕迹

Home

It's Chinese New Year eve

All about reunion

I don't have a hometown to return to during Chinese New Year

My everyday home is my hometown

Everyday I'm in my hometown

The place I grew up

Is the place I currently live everyday

Is also the place where basically all my relatives live

Both parent's side of relatives

There are people who study or work at a different place

Who go back to their home only on weekends

And they have a separate hometown to return to during Chinese New Year

I'm home everyday after studying

I'm home on weekends

And I don't have a hometown to return to during Chinese New Year

Perhaps it's a good thing that I am near to my parents and relatives everyday

But sometimes I wonder

Wouldn't it feel nice to have a 'kampung' to 'balik'?

50 : 50

Did you realize that sometimes

It is clearly a 50 : 50 situation

But you always tend to get the wrong side of it?

To let you understand better

Take for example

A pendrive

Whenever you insert it into a USB port without looking at it

It is obviously a 50 : 50 chance isn't it?

It has 2 faces

50% of a chance that it would go in

50% of a chance that it would not

But

It seems like most of the time

You got it wrong during your first try isn't it?

Put it to a larger scale

I see that happening to me in real life as well

50% of a chance that it would go my way

50% of a chance that it would not go my way

But I usually end up not getting it my way

A person say: Let's go watch Movie A

I say: Let's go watch Movie B

50 : 50 chance isn't it?

But usually I end up watching Movie A

Is it because I'm better at compromising?

Is it because I'm easily convinced?

Is it because I'm always overlooked?

Or is it simply because I don't have a better face than other people?

It got me thinking...

I Dream...

I dream

That I'm the drummer of a rock band

Hitting the drums as hard as I could

In a huge concert in front of thousands

I dream

That I'm a superstar actor

Landing in an airport

Where thousands are calling my name when I emerge from the arrival gate

I dream

That I'm a professional footballer

Roaming up and down the pitch

And score goals like nobody's business

I dream

That I'm an astronaut

Be the first person to land on Mars

Or is it?

I dream

That I'm a backpacker

Around the world in 80 days

Alone

I dream

That I'm an European

Living in cities like Milan, Madrid, Paris, London, or Vienna

Or at least a place where it snows

I dream

That I'm powerful

Do whatever I want

According to my wish

I dream

That I'm an evil killer

With no feelings of remorse

So that I can kill whoever that I hate without guilt

I dream

That I'm a hero without superpowers

Someone who just manages to survive the greatest disasters

So that I have a great story to tell

I dream

That I could go back in time

And live in the age

When choosing which colour to colour my colouring book is my biggest dilemma

I dream

That I can jump straight to the future

And skip all hardships in the process

To be the person I wanna be

Well

Dream on